aahh.

I can’t wait for it to get warm again. I’m totally spoiled on being warm and have no patience for this cold anymore. Stupid 40s – 50s. It’s actually supposed to hit the freezing point tonight. Everyone bring in your plants! Warm your car engines in the morning!

I looked at the forecast this morning for my old zip code in South Milwaukee and it was currently -9 degrees at 9am; -30 with the wind chill factor. I was thinking about how angry I would be with myself right now if I were there. There are few decisions I’ve ever felt so immediately gratified with than the one to stay here this past summer.

jvanpelt - January 16th, 2009

First parades – Mardi Gras 2008


Them dudes on the float rappin about LSU. Aw yeah.

This weekend was the first real weekend of parading in New Orleans — and the kid’s very first Mardi Gras parades. I took them to a parade Saturday night uptown, me elli and graham. It had been raining earlier in the day, and was even still a little misty as we were leaving the house. But by the time we parked, which was surprisingly easy, it was a really nice night out. A bit chilly, but I’m all jaded on the cold now. So we stayed long enough to fill up a bag with beads and cups and stuffed animals, until graham had to potty. Then home to bed.

Today, Sunday, it was really nice out. It’s kinda hard to gauge how long a parade is going to take to make its way along its route, so I guessed a bit wrong and caught just the end of the first in back-to-back parades uptown this afternoon. But we were there for the whole second one, this time with kim and the baby, who both had a great time. It’s really kinda ridiculous how much stuff people on the floats throw to very small kids. Graham can barely catch anything as it is. Elise is really getting into it, though — chasing after floats, grabbing stuff from under people’s feet… It meant a lot to finally get to take them to a parade, Elise especially. I’ve been talking to her about Mardi Gras since she was born, listening to the Meters and Professor Longhair, telling her how much fun it is and how one day we’d get to go. And here we are! And they DID have a ton of fun…

But man, we went to a parade in Metairie tonight, who knows which one. When I was in high school the Metairie parades were the place to be. It was probably cause we thought we’d see a lot of girls there or something. Not that I ever talked to girls before I was 16. But it was full of all these white gangsta wanna-be 16-20 y/o dudes drinking mickey’s and pullin up they pants. We got there like 2 hours after the parade started and thought maybe we’d missed it at first. But we were catching it a good ways down the parade route, so we parked and walked to hang out and wound up waiting for half an hour or so for the parade to come. Then by the time it got to about float 16, the parade just stopped. The driver of the tractor pulling the float even got down and went and hung out with the other tractor drivers or something. Who knows. We just sat there wondering for about 10 minutes, then decided it was too late and cold and we’d just had too much Metairie. So we went home.

No parades tomorrow or Tuesday that I know of, but Wednesday night there are 3! uptown, yay! Happy Mardi Gras!

jvanpelt - January 28th, 2008

the cure

It’s late on a friday night, as it always is, and I’m listening to the B-sides from Standing on a Beach for the first time since I’ve moved back and realizing that it’s odd that I haven’t heard it till now. It’s weird being here, being home, but in many ways it’s like i’m living somewhere completely new. Only I get to see some of the places I love more often than for the past dozen years.

Last weekend I took a ride through New Orleans East, past my old kenilworth neighborhood, past the baseball field and past some old friends’ houses and whatnot, and I regretted it. I didn’t like being there, I didn’t take my time. It didn’t feel rewarding to see my old house… it looks black on the inside like so many other dead houses. It’s overgrown. There’s no more tree in the front yard. Our neighborhood had “catwalks” — allies in the middle of the block to walk through — one of which was between our house and the neighbor’s. Our house was always the one with the skateboard ramps. We’d set them up in the catwalk, unimpeded by cars or anyone fussing at our presence. And we’d listen to all of this angsty punk music that we didn’t get, and weird new wave music that we also didn’t get, but we understood that it was different or whatever. Like they all say.

So now I’m back here, and the places I lived are not the places I visit. I was never in the CBD as I am daily now, I never did live in Mid-City (but for a few months in 97). While I was in Wisconsin I felt like I was constantly clinging to where I was from. It was what set me apart, in a way. It was my conversational trump card. But it was also a part of my identity, which in many ways I maintained through music and listening to these albums that I have always listened to, this B-sides collection in particular.

The reason it’s surprising to me that I haven’t heard it yet (besides the obvious — that it isn’t on my ipod) is that I’d kind of expect myself to be kicking the “who I used to be” reflection into high gear. I have passed through Gentilly quite a few times since I’ve been back, and I don’t feel bad going through there. It just feels weird not to have anywhere to stop. I suppose if my younger brother were in town we might get out and walk through the neighborhood. But I can’t stop at grandma’s. And I’m not going to be going back to my house across the street to put this album on. But I’m contradicting my point here… the point was how little I’ve actually been in that mode of conjuring up the past. But then I go through NO East and put on an old album that I never left behind and back I go.

jvanpelt - November 3rd, 2007

Sunday in nola

When I thought I was going to be looking at houses in Slidell I thought things would be easy. I’d only need to see a few houses – they’re all ranches, it’s just a matter of which one is flatter. You know. But then the shift to looking uptown threw a wrench in things. I was driving until 11 pm Saturday, criss-crossing down every street writing down numbers. Today Elise and I drove around for hours, checking out the list of places I made from Latter & Blum’s website, figuring out which ones to call. In the end we only wound up actually going inside one place, primarily because realtors don’t work on Sunday.

It’s amazing to me how many of the houses for rent are being handled by realtors here. The vast majority, to be sure. I have to say, though, provided we find a nice house before Tuesday evening, I think I’ll be glad we decided to stay in the city. I won’t believe the high rents are worth my money, but it’ll be nice to be IN New Orleans. I’m actually going to see a place on Esplanade with some friend-of-the-family realtor tomorrow. She had given my mom the address, so I went to check it out today and am pretty excited to see the inside. It is also a continuance on this whole thing being providential. Kim and I, in our letters to each other (during the early 90s) had this recurring “when we can finally be together…” story about it being a warm Sunday afternoon and we’re lying around or the couch in our apartment on Esplanade. There had probably been some fried oysters earlier in the day.

Oh, I had a Hansen’s snoball today for the first time ever. I’ve been talking to Elise about snoballs for weeks so we’ve been rather gluttonous with them. I promised that we’d get one after lunch, but we were pretty far From Pandora’s and I think they are closed on Sunday. So we went looking for another snoball place and I remembered Hansen’s, though not once have I ever EVER seen that place open. Hansen’s is a pretty fabled place in New Orleans, for those who aren’t aware. Snoballs as smooth as ice cream, they say. It was owned and operated by a couple, like forever, and they got old and they only opened intermittently until eventually they passed away. After that the granddaughter took it over, in homage at first l believe.

I’m certain that all of the facts in that story are wrong but I believe the folklore aspect to it is spot on. I think there was an article about it on nola.com that I read. I don’t just know all this stuff.

jvanpelt - June 7th, 2007

missing nola

I’ve been thinking a lot about New Orleans lately, which I suppose is like saying “I’ve been waking up in the morning lately.” I’m sure part of it is that it is bitterly cold here right now and will be for about a week to come. It’s hard not to reminisce about living in a warm cozy climate when the forecast calls for single digits. But it’s about more than that… it always is. I’ve been thinking a lot about Gentilly, which is probably in response to talking to my grandma last week. She has two houses in nola, one near the corner of Franklin Ave. & Gentilly Blvd. and another just & few blocks from Audubon Park. she’s got them both on the market, now that she’s been forced by circumstance to live in Texass.It makes me think about living there again, which is literally a daily occurrence. It’s an idiotic thought. Why would I move there? Why would anyone move there? There’s no job market, there’s no housing, there’s no economy. I don’t even have friends there anymore. We’ve all left.

But still I find myself reading books by Chris Rose & Andrei Cordrescu about the city; I browse realtor.com looking at houses for sale in Lakeview with no walls and over-grown yards (average 1600sq. feet for $135k, fwiw); I spend an hour paging through b&w photos of nola on flickr, trying to find the perfect desktop wallpaper to go with my black “Zune” windows theme. All for what? Maybe it’s just the part of me that is like my dad, always a little unsatisfied with what I’ve got. Maybe this is just the way that everyone feels about Home.

I was thinking last night abort how, a for years ago I really started to feel hopeful. Here was this new mayor who was all about business and technology — maybe he’ll finally get New Orleans moving? Instead it fell apart.

Here’s a link to a bunch of sets of nola pics from a photographer named Jeff Lamb, I presume, mostly architecture shots from the 70’s and 80’s.

jvanpelt - February 2nd, 2007